Help getting excited about photography again

Hey all, I love photography. I’m self taught with hand me down gear. I often find that I’m super harsh on my self critiques of my photographs even when they’re probably objectively good. I do this with a lot of my art forms. How do you get excited about your photographs while still taking feedback to grow? I want to get better, but I have trouble capturing the beauty I see And it often feels defeating. Feedback wanted - either how to be happy with it and still grow or how you learned to capture what you wanted to.